Can You meet me in my Room...?

Can You meet me in my room;

In the dark corners; behind shadows deep down in my gloom,

in my room where am alone _ all by myself.

In my room; in the darkness where the lusts of this world plague me_

In the unsafety of closed doors_ behind walls where no can see_

See me. Me. My struggles; my pain; my despair and failure;

Can You meet me in my room

On my bed; in my sheets where the torment never ends._

Behind bends; never ending ends_ under the shadows of blankets where the fowler's snare sends;

In me the enticing coldness of sin.

Enruptured by demons unseen_

like an ox to the slaughter - a fool to the correction of the stocks... I follow;

I follow and fall in the fowler's traps of sorrow

Can You meet me in my room;

Where the incessant buzz of mosquitoes keeps me awake

Where the incessant pulse of temptations keeps me awake _ awake that I can't rest

  _ awake that I cannot dream me at my best...

Meet me in my room so that You can see my dreams, my passions; ideas and ambitions_ visions of heights I climb; Dreams met and goals achieved...

Please! Please I beg You; meet me in my room.

Meet me in my room; 

The room I never did have yet all through I pray Thee that You will meet me there.

The door to my room is open, always open _ I rarely close it.

 Wide open is the door to my room yet I beg You to please bring the key _ 

The key to my freedom...

The key to keep You in...

the key to keep me in with You...

Meet me in my room because I do not want to go outside!

Out there, they will condemn me; reject me; despise me and laugh at me!

Out there they will not understand me...

...meet me in my room for out there they never did bother to know how I am doing in here; here in my room!...

Meet me in my room away from the many judging eyes that stare back at me as the many stars in the dark sky...

...the many twinkling eyes that judge my splintered life forgetting their logged darkness behind them.

Meet me in my room away from the twists of life that deceive my virgin life...totally eclipsed my heart leaving my room unkept; bed unmade; 

Meet me in my room; that You,... drenched in scarlet once a Rose was trampled,... may make me white...for vile I am.

 I need You now tonight; I need You more that ever..

and once You're here...You'll be here with me forever.

Meet me in my room.

Mavin.

©Sun Of Man.

 #SunOfMan

Let There Be Light.

Shadows...
Shadows fill an empty heart as love fades and slowly dies
For every word and every text,
Every breath that left in sighs.

Strange how the events of a few weeks can alter a man's life time. How one decision can mean life or death. Yet in all this, one thing remains shrouded in mystery; a deep labyrinth of questions devoid of answers; hearts bleeding yet neither willing to cave; pride flys from the depths of oceanic tears and blinds its way through the paths of clear vision. Leaving a man in sorrow.

They say too much knowledge brings a man sorrow...no.
Too much knowledge of that which is wrong brings a man sorrow.
To know the end of an evil matter is almost suicide to the heart of flesh.
So, caught in between a rock and a hard place...in the crossroads of life rests a man. A man who knows not how to love.

Shadows fill an empty heart
A part of me ripped and torn apart
Left in pieces, left in hurt
Broken inside and dead like that.
From a word deep within the soul
From a life seen right through a hole
From a small crack comes the truth in whole.
A truth that will definately take it's tole.

See, he had a lot of dreams; a lot of ambitions.
Goals and actions and visions.
As a sweet child growing up exposed to the world affected his decisions.
So he ended up lost in the a maze filled with derisions
Suspicions grew deep within in him; tatooed like incisions.
So now here he is, lost in his missions.

when the times are dire, thoughts filled with mire, all are a liar,
I still admire his heart and his ambition
His love for this art,his energy and his vision
But should a car move at 250 in the wrong direction
Won't it fall from the cliff to the pit of  this suppression.

It's time to change the colors of the sky...
It's time to wish upon birds by day as stars by night
It's time to bend the earth and touch the wind
Lest a life be unlived.


MervellerInc.

Tecla...

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In the darkness of my room I write in ernest that you may see...
See me.
See how we could have been, how we ought to have been seen....
I write in ernest for every word I do mean.

I hate feeling like this
So tired of trying to fight this
In a world without peace
In a search for love without cease....
Without ease....
Like a disease
Piece by piece I try to put things together but alas.
Then you came along.

Like a sun rise in the east
Your eyes glistened amid the shimmering rays
Like a gust of wind
My heart was swept up in a smitten puff...a guff of love without bluff

Slowly and with each step
A foot upon the earth...
So did my heart beat without mearth.  

She approached....
I knew not what to say
Oh what a sweet sweet day; nay...a day beyond gay...yea
Yet my words left me.
Stolen by she who is as the glistening full moon on a the egde of a cliff.

Fortune fortune teach me what to say...
Fill my lips with words. Even if it's just hey...

My breath held.
Muscle tensed.
Eyes fixed.
Heart stopped.

"Hi. Am Tecla..."
"...............!"

ONE

Every man has a space;

In his heart there is a place

That none can see or find.

Only he has the grace;

The strength to win a race

Of finding his half and his kind.

So here I am in this phase.

Trying to run/trying to pace,

Just to get you to say yes to me...

But 'NO' is all she says.

Got me confused; in a maze.

Like a ship that is lost out at sea.

Young girl...if you may....

Turn around and look this way!

And see me for who I really be.

Don't be afraid; don't be dismayed.

For the past to rest is laid.

Let's unlock Love for WE are the key.

And we shall live together.

A kiss; A hug...forever.

As one.

I see a time; it does draw near.

When you and I will live in no fear.

And a boy; a girl we'll bear.

My love the time is nigh...

To say 'I do'...both you and I...

And get a son; a girl...; an heir!

And we shall live together.

A kiss; A hug...forever.

As none.

As one.

In God,...done.

Love...won!

MervellerInc.©